How to say ‘Good Bye!’

If you can teach me how to say good bye..

Would I be the most learned one, or the heartless?

If you know, that you were leaving,never coming back

will you take that pain to say good bye!

Or just walk out on me and never look back.

For I have not met any dearer one, who did say good bye! And made peace within themselves

I have not tried it on myself to relief myself of that,

If I could ask you, it would only be a question and not minutes longer for you to live.

I am yet to harmonize myself to that perfect note

I did think I was practicing, where I had not volunteered to participate

Upon us all it is bestowed that pain, spineless pain that is so privately confined,

No an ounce of drugs had a cure for. Would it be justified to say ‘I’ve bleed to be fertile ‘

Embedded deep within ourselves, deep within always to return, like it’s an addiction

That can never be rehabilitated with any religious cure one too many priest could summon

You walked out on me, maybe with acceptance, I believed so

But! I am yet to arrive to that end and how it all end in the end.

I may never know how, and I never wanted to know how  

Am I to mourn for eternity even though I knew you’ve move on,

But! This is not even an attempt to communicate

When the world is colonized slowly and gently

There is no humor left when life is but cleft

Its hard and I cannot tell you how .